Three

Tuesday, January 03, 2011

10:54 PM

My Dearest Popol,

What a coincidence that I should have chosen this piece of stationery to write on today. Because, as you told me, it was more than just a nice day for you, it was a great day! You had gone to Timoga w/ your childhood friends and evidently had loads of fun. I'm glad for you, Popol. It's great to be carefree once in a while.

I miss our carefree times at Paragon, when you'd do your funny impersonation and antics and make me laugh. I miss just lounging in bed with you not worrying about what time it is since we had the whole weekend to while away. I miss cooking at home and you eating with relish, as if tuna with eggs was the best meal you've ever had, and your compliments were endless.

But most of all I miss you, and how you were with me when we were together, so loving and affectionate and so profuse in your declarations of love. And I miss declaring my love for you. Because make no mistake about it, I want to. Telling you I love you came so naturally to me before that, now that I have to hold myself back from saying it out loud, it feels weird.

I look forward to the day I can say so, again, but until then, I remain

Yours.