Fifty

Saturday, February 19, 2011

10:36 PM

My dearest Popol

I just found out from you that you will be gone on the weekend after I arrive from this trip. I have to admit that I cried after hearing that. I have been so looking forward to spending time with you, to seeing you the whole weekend. I have been missing you so badly, and you're going to leave the day after I arrive. And when I asked you who you were going with, I was half hoping that you'd invite me along. But you just replied "college dorm maters" without so much as an invite. Not that I really seriously thought you would -  I've quite got used to not being able to come along on your trips. But I really, really wanted to see you. I had been fantasising about that weekend - we could even just stay at home, and cook and watch TV and be in bed,

I miss you so much baby. I had been looking forward to going home, but not, I just dread it.

Tya.