Five

Thursday, January 05, 2011

11:08 PM

My Dearest Popol,

I just arrived from bonding with Aze and Zhan. The cab ride home was weird. The cab driver assumed I was married, so I just sort of went with it (though at the same time trying to hide the fact that I wasn't wearing a ring). He kept asking things like where I worked, where you (husband) worked, what our province was, etc etc. And through all that, given that I had to practically invent my married life, I found it easy, and naturally placed you in the role of husband. It's not surprising, really, I mean, who else was I really going to cast as my husband, right? I guess it just goes to show that even when we were apart, even during those times when I didn't want to be with you anymore, I never really stopped thinking of you as the one for me. Or maybe I had gotten so used to thinking of my future as having you in it that I couldn't stop. And I still don't. I want my future to have you in it. Always.

But until that day comes to pass,

I remain,

Yours.