Thirty-six

Saturday, February 05, 2011

10:54 PM

My dearest Popol,

Nothing much happened today, we were pretty much just hanging about the house and spending time together - which was just how I wanted it. I wanted the time we spent together before I left to be quite and relaxed and really quality time, you know?

I remember our times at home before, weekends at Paragon with you were really something to look forward to - they always got me through the gruelling week at work.

I hope that time will come again soon, I really miss those times. But you know, sometimes I'm scared that that time really won't happen anytime soon. Sometimes, almost nonchalantly, you mention going abroad. And while I don't respond to that in any way - after all, what could I say? I have no right to react, or ask you not to go. Who am I? But the thought of you leaving, for months or years, it breaks my heart. I don't want you to go. But that's not really in my power, is it?

Love, tya.