Eight

Sunday, July 08, 2011

11:23 PM

My dearest Popol,

I just finished cleaning my kitchen and living room. I'm tired byt also, surprisingly, energised. It reminded me of living in Paragon and undertaking thorough, though admittedly infrequent, house clean ups.

It kind of gave me a feeling of being mistress in my own households, and I can only surmise that this must be how it would feel if I had a house of my own in future, where my husband would live and my kids - a family of my own.

I can’t help wishing that you would be that family, that those kids would be your kids. I can almost see it now, I will  be the "discipliner" and you will be the spoiler. And our kids will prefer you coz you would give them whatever they want. Haha.

I want a girl and a boy. Maybe twins so I need only to give birth once. Hehe. But that would make things doubly hard coz we'd have to do things at the same time!

But enough fantasy. I can only pray that my dream comes true.

Until then, I remain

Yours.